
so on may 4 it was my birthday & im now 18 OH YEAH BABBAY haha. its kind of exciting but i still wish i was young. lifes easy when your five. i mean sure its tough, sometimes you gotta cry when someone steals your favorite toy... but come on i miss those days lol. its pretty crazy to think though that im soon graduating, and im gona be out in the world alone, working and paying bills, i guess thats all there really is to life... well and a family :]
im hoping that after a year or two from graduating that ill go back to school and do interior design. if you didnt know im crazy bout that stuff. plus i wish to move to California sometime in my life, but im in no hurry for that. but stop by and comment and tell me what your future plans are.
sorry for the short blogging but ill do better next time &hearts

so i havent really got around to updating the website really. the other day i made a few new icons of dooney & bourke. i love d&b its my favorite designer... that i can sorta afford. and i really like the red watch below. its only like $95 dollars, which is good for a designer.


so on april 10. my friend had her twins. they are fertal twin girls and they are so freaking cute. btw fraternal means they dont look the same. she and her boyfriend named them morgain and mallorie. morgan looks so much like her mother and mallorie looks like her dad. its weird, if you would see a picture of brittany and jordan (the couple who had the babies) you would seriously be able to notice. i got to hold one too :D even though im kinda scared to hold babies, i held mallorie.
im sure you can also notice the new layout. which i made on monday but didnt finish coding till tuesday when i put it up on the site. i really like it once again :] i guess thats good i like my own work lol, but once again i dont like the tables. but the bottom table with the affiliates and all that took me forever to figure out. i pretty much did it on my own without a tutorial so im proud of that haha. this week has been so bad. first a really bad situation happened in my gym class on monday, which involved my x boyfriend and a close friend of mine... lets just say it was the maddest i have ever been in my entire life and i was actually read to kick her ass. and that kinda weird because im not a person who likes to fight or even argue plus she WAS my friend haha. its a long story and kinda personal, and i doubt if people would care to hear it.
im so excited i only have about 28 days of school left till prom and about 32 days till GRADUATION. i have to admit im gonna be afraid to be on my own and in the big world, plus im sad cuz i dont have my boyfriend anymore to go to prom with, so im solo :/ with that ive been pretty sad lately. kinda in that lonely state of mind because i miss my boyfriend and today at lunch he told me to never talk to him or sit at that lunch table anymore. her really hates me and blames me for the reason hes so confused about his life. which really hurt me, i just ended up throwing away my food and going to the bathroom cuz i couldnt hold back the tears. plus when im sad i cant eat so my appetite was gone. i seriously pray that things will get better for him, and that we can at least work things out to talk and be friends, cuz he didnt talk to me all day. :`(
i think i tend to talk about seriously personal problems to much in my blogs, but w.e if people dont like it i really dont care cuz i have way to much shit on my mind to care about this site. i admit i spend alot of time on the computer and on my website, because it helps keep my mind off of the the things that make me sad. but at least im not depressed. right? well i guess well have to see next time when i feel like blogging.

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